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"Can you believe that? God, time flies by," McGwire said last week from his Southern California home.

McGwire, who doesn't spend much time watching baseball these days and who has done very few interviews in these last 10 years, said he wasn't all that aware that the 10th anniversary of his record-breaking homer was coming up until a man brought it to his attention while McGwire was shopping in a software store recently.

But now, as he spoke by telephone, the memories came flooding back and McGwire, who will be 45 years old on Oct. 1, was only too happy to recall that day - and that year - although he remained consistent in not giving insight into what has become known as the "Steroid Era" in baseball.

"That day, Sept. 8," he said, "I had a real calmness about me. It was a very eerie feeling that I didn't ever experience again or hadn't experienced before. I remember driving to the ballpark and, even with all the hoopla going on, it probably was the only day I felt so peaceful. It was a premonition that 'tonight is going to be the night.'

"The whole year was so spiritual, so universal, with so many things that happened," he said. "I don't know if people believe this stuff, but I think that when the stars are aligned right, things happen.

"One of the biggest things was hitting No. 61 on Sept. 7 on my father's 61st birthday.

"Then, No. 62 I hit in the fourth inning, the same inning that (Babe) Ruth hit his record home run. The balls (in 1998) were numbered, you'll remember, and the ball that went over the wall for No. 62 was number 3."

Ruth wore No. 3 with the New York Yankees.

"It was one of those things that only God knows why," McGwire said.

Life at home

One of the highlights of that Sept. 8, besides getting an embrace from home run rival Sammy Sosa, who would finish with 66 homers, was McGwire picking up 10-year-old son Matt, who had come in from California for the weekend.

Matt McGwire, an aspiring musician who likes "that Haight-Ashbury rock 'n' roll," according to his father, will be 21 next July 4.

Asked if he could pick up his oldest son now, McGwire responded, "Ah … no. He's bigger than I am, although he's tall and skinny."

McGwire has two more boys with second wife Stephanie, whom he married in 2002. Max is nearly 6 years old and Mason is 4, "and they really have no idea what I've done," McGwire said. "They think I'm a golfer. That's all they ever see me with is golf clubs. It's going to be very enjoyable someday to sit back and tell them about this."

But that time can wait.

"I've just moved on with my life," he said. "I'll never forget it, but there are other things in my life, my family, that are so much more important. This is very fulfilling, more fulfilling than baseball."

'People have their opinions'

Roger Maris' record, the one McGwire broke, had stood at 61 for 37 years. McGwire's record lasted just three years: Barry Bonds hit 73 in 2001. "I thought it would have lasted longer," McGwire said. "But you move on. He has the record now, and so be it."

Bonds was at the center of the BALCO investigation that helped finally open a window into the use of performance-enhancing drugs in baseball and cast a shadow on the players who put up big numbers in that era, including McGwire. It ultimately led to McGwire's telling a Congressional hearing in 2005 that "I'm not here to talk about the past" when asked if he had used drugs.

"On those things, I just keep my opinions to myself," he said. "People have their opinions, and I have my opinions. People can think what they want."

Hall of Fame voters have expressed their opinions. McGwire has received less than 25 percent of the vote in his first two years of eligibility. It takes 75 percent of the vote from the Baseball Writers' Association of America to be inducted. Again, McGwire chose not to speculate why.

"Things have changed over the years on the information highway," he said.

"I'm living my life the way I want to live it. I couldn't be happier."

He did say, though, an election to the Hall of Fame "would be like icing on the cake. I tried to work as hard as I could throughout my career. If the Hall of Fame is the last step, that would be great."

For several years, Cardinals manager Tony La Russa has wanted McGwire to go to Cardinals spring training as an instructor. "There's no question that I can help a lot of people, but I just really enjoy being around my family," McGwire said.

"When you play, it's about you," he said. "When you're done playing, you realize that it's not about you."

Leaving the game

McGwire left baseball and some $36 million on the table in 2001 in what would have been a two-year contract extension with no regrets, other than hitting .187 in his final season. "It was time to move on," he said.

McGwire's last game was the fifth game of the divisional series at Arizona in 2001 when La Russa, in a move he later lamented, sent up Kerry Robinson to pinch hit and sacrifice for McGwire with the score tied 1-1 late in the game. Robinson did sacrifice, but the Cardinals lost and McGwire would never bat again.

But McGwire said he preferred to remember his last regular-season hit, a three-run homer off Rocky Coppinger in Milwaukee.

'I can still hit'

Today, McGwire says, he works out twice a day and still weighs 245 pounds.

"I can still hit, if somebody wants me," he said. "Now, wouldn't that be a shocker?"

His hair still is red, except for his goatee, which is gray. He spends much of his time watching action-hero cartoons with his boys and then some of the cartoons of his youth that have been recycled on a special network.

"Speed Racer, Woody Woodpecker, Popeye. They watch all the same cartoons I used to watch," he said.

McGwire's in-laws are from the Metro-East area, but he said he hasn't been back to St. Louis since the last weekend of the old Busch Stadium in 2005 when he took a number off the outfield wall one night and participated in an on-field celebration after the last game.

"It's amazing that I was only there for 4½ years and I was with Oakland for 11 years and they remember me as a Cardinal," McGwire said.

"I had a tremendous time there. Best baseball fans in America."